Well, I promised you in ‘SAD basics – where to start…‘ some longer, more detailed posts on the what, who, where, why, when and how of SAD and Winter Blues… and here’s the first of these posts. I hope you’ll find it helpful – do let me know, I’d love to hear your thoughts!
Some analogies to help you understand SAD
I already told you my Tigger and Eeyore analogy, but I have a couple more for you that I use when trying to explain to friends and colleagues what SAD is. Before I go into them, I’d like you to know that these are just my ways of thinking about SAD and my experience. I’d also encourage you to look at the SAD Association (SADA) page, or NHS page for a more medical explanation, if you haven’t already – I’m not trying to replace or replicate their information.
I find it helpful to think of SAD and Winter Blues as a scale, or continuum, and everyone has their place on it. On one side, you have people who experience no change to how they feel in winter compared with how they feel in summer. Then further along are those who feel a bit down and notice a change in their moods when winter comes round (Winter Blues). On the furthest point of the scale are people who suffer from SAD and will be significantly affected by the lack of daylight in the autumn and winter months. Don’t laugh at my amateur attempt with Paint, but this is what I mean!:
SAD is a type of depression, but it is different to other types of depression in that it has a definite seasonal pattern. Symptoms will appear in the autumn months and usually last until spring. But sometimes, if our lovely British climate gives us a long spell of rainy weather in summer, people can experience SAD symptoms in the summer months. Left un-managed, SAD can become debilitating to the same extent as any other type of depression.
How does SAD and Winter Blues make you feel?
My favourite way to describe this is that ‘I would quite like to hibernate, thank you very much!’ Like this little guy:
Like a hedgehog, before I learned to successfully manage my SAD symptoms, I really, really wanted to hibernate for the winter. I would’ve been quite happy to just sleep and for the world to leave me alone!
Like many people who suffer with SAD, I started noticing that I felt awful in winter around 17/18 years old. Typically onset of symptoms appears between 18-30 years old and is about twice as common in females as males. I was diagnosed with SAD at 20 after visiting my doctor in 2003.
I had all the classic symptoms: finding it hard to get up, get moving, concentrate. I would feel weepy and down and/or irritable for no reason. And I just wanted to sleep and eat – stodgy carbohydrates in particular! I remember my first year university flatmate laughing when she saw my food basket – filled with several different breads and potatoes and a token bit of chicken! 😀
Looking back at those few winters I spent feeling like that, I can barely believe I felt so bad. I’m not really sure how I functioned to be honest, but I know I wasn’t a pleasant person to be around on some days! I’m very glad that I had a clued up doctor; I appreciate not everyone has been so lucky to be diagnosed quickly and have lived for many years not knowing why they felt so bad.
I’m being really honest and open because I want you to know that you’re not alone in feeling this way. Or if you’re hoping to provide support to a family member or friend, then I want to stress that this is a serious condition and it’s not ‘all in the mind’. I want to help people understand the realities of suffering from SAD and Winter Blues and know that although there is no ‘cure’, you can manage the symptoms. Also, a little support and understanding goes a long way! 🙂
What helps with SAD and Winter Blues symptoms?
According to SADA 85% of people can successfully manage their symptoms using light therapy, which is how I manage mine mostly. If light therapy doesn’t work for you, or isn’t enough on its own to manage your symptoms, then your doctor might recommend using anti-depressants and/or having some Cognitive Behavioural Therapy (CBT) sessions. I’ve tried both!
CBT was very useful for encouraging me to be more compassionate towards myself when I’m struggling. I’m very perfectionist and hold myself at times to standards that I would never expect of someone else – but I’ll beat myself up about not getting things done or not being good company. I know many people with SAD do this! I’m slowly learning to give myself a break. I can also recommend Paul Gilbert’s compassion work.
Last year, my doctor also convinced me to take a low dose of antidepressant all year round. I say convinced because believe me, I really didn’t want to go on them! I had to do a lot of soul-searching to understand why I was so resistant and I think I will do a separate post on this, so won’t go into detail here. Suffice for now to say that the medication helps and I’ve finally accepted and am grateful for this help because what it comes down to is this: you don’t get given any medals for struggling on.
Honestly – I’ve taken this previous paragraph out and put it back in a few times because I am all-too-aware of the stigma of depression and using antidepressant medication. I still struggle with the idea I may be judged harshly. But I run this blog and my events because I want to show up – be real – and encourage you to do the same or we will never get past these stigmas in our society.
Get Help with SAD and Winter Blues!
If you think you have SAD or Winter Blues, I really do recommend you see your GP. Tell them how long you have been feeling as you have and describe all your symptoms as fully as you can. You might find it helpful to keep a simple diary of how you feel each day to show them. You really don’t have to live feeling like you’re a different person for half of your year. It might take you a little while to find the best management strategies for you, but understanding that you have SAD and that you’re not alone I hope will give you some comfort.
I’m going to do a separate, fuller post on treatments, but if you want some info in the meantime, you can take a look through some of the resources I’ve collected for you to read.
I hope this post has given you some useful information about what SAD and Winter Blues are – and some hope that you can feel better – but feel free to use the comments box below to ask any questions you might have.
– Neens –